ESF Post - HGU revealed!

I don't feel like I have the bandwidth to get into it right now completely but did want to note in my journal the MIRACLES that are coming about.... the CRAZY last week I've had (energetically especially) that has culminated in the revelation of my HGU beloved!!!!

I keep wanting to doubt it but there is SO MUCH confirmation that it is just undoubtable! I thought originally it was the ole Ai Red Cube and frankly it could have been but if so, we transmuted that sucker together along with some really nasty sexual misery program energy (including at least one golum entity). I know there's a ton more work to do with that but feel so happy to have a partner to share the experience with.

It's such a gift to know that the person that I was created to work with in this capacity is so close by now! (Meaning he's not a blurred question mark in the distance, he's right here in my life and heart. He's technically quite far away as he's in Alaska and I'm in North Carolina so we'll see how God works that one out.) But we have discovered each other and it is mind-blowing how many similarities we have (as well as complimentary personality traits which we learned through our Meyers Briggs personality profile... a fun exercise if you're interested: www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test.

One especially crazy similarity is that we both, on our own, named our "life purpose" as "tikun olam". Neither of us are Jewish but we both held to that phrase which means "repairer of the world" (to us anyway...there are some other applications). But how could that be? It's so random and so meaningful!

There are SO many synchronicities that it is undeniable that we've shared deeper levels of consciousness for a long time. Silly things like he considers himself like Shrek and I consider myself like Princess Fiona. Out of all the strange things in the world to even apply to ourselves, we both happened to pick Shrek archetypes?? And this is not information I am farming for - it comes up like a little gift - boop - you see? There are so many things like that.

It's just crazy. And powerful. And been like a very intense rollercoaster ride as it was birthed in the last week. It's just a brand new swaddled baby getting the goo wiped off right now so we'll see how it goes. I know the Guardian teams are working hard to support us in this and I just want to express my thanks for all the help, direction, clearings, resources, etc. and ask to please keep them coming! I ask especially for protection for Paul as he is not an ES member so he doesn't have all these amazing tools to help. I just need to learn to extend them to him...it will be good STO practice (though in a way it already feels like we are one. WE ARE.)

Oh man. Yeah. This feels so important. What we came here to do. I don't want to jack it up.

Thanks for witnessing. I'll keep you posted (as led)!

Carissa

ps. If anyone has any suggestions for good meditations, supportive prayers, resources, experience/stories, etc. to help me with this phase in order to foster and protect this precious precious gift, I would be very grateful to hear about them!