Let's see what comes up today

So far:

12:26 - Divine Feminine (also pulled that as an Angel Card last night. Paul's card was "Giving and Receiving"). 

12:33 12:43 12:43 11:11 13:13

"Almost Home" - Jeremy Camp

14:13 "we are almost home"

heart activations - both of us. He's going to have physical ascension symptoms...God, please guard and comfort my beloved. 14:14 We just need to be together. 

Now "HAVASI - Coming Home" came on.

I see a theme. 2:44

WHOA. I shared that with Paul about the song playing and he said "this is what's playing here" and it is Ozzy Osbourne's "Mama, I'm Coming Home"!! 

GODDDDD!!! Mind blown! 

You see how God speaks... next up was this "Where is Matt" "TRIP THE LIGHT" JOYFUL SONG: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwe-pA6TaZk 

And now is this year's mission song: I have come to "Build A Bridge" - Nahko

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=eoTX5ff9Ze0&feature=share

Amazing!!

BE IN THE FLOW. IN THE FLOW! 

One of "MY PIECES" is "Indigenous peoples".... for sure.

3:44 Did I tell you I got $1492.50 today... part of a check from CardsToCash. I will all that toward's Paul's move... and gave him $500 the other day... that's $2K. That's GOT to be enough to support this! I think we both...okay, especially him... have an opportunity to overcome some poverty consciousness. 3:48

ME, I just need to be in JOY. In the FLOW. Stay out of negative ego and manipulation and fear... just let God lead and I just stay connected to my divine purpose. I don't need to push/pull. Chillax dear one! IN LOVE.

I listened to this past weekend's ascension broadcast call - maybe 30-40 minutes of it on my drive to the bank and back and it was such a good reminder. Thank you God! I'm torn because I want to share with Paul, but again, that's me pushing... just let him learn and live his lessons in his own way. He'll ASK or be drawn to hearing what I hear if it's the will of his HS. Otherwise just know that the information is for me and also, I feel that as I integrate it in myself, since we are connected, in a way it must touch him. 

4:44

Aw. So amazing to just gaze into Paul's eyes. He called and it was wonderful to connect and talk and plan...

5:55

"Cirice" - Ghost
"I can feel the thunder that's breaking in your heart, I can see through the scars inside you." 6:16 - remember Kelsey's Chris's scars?

Dance Macabre - what's happened to me? I really LIKE GHOST!

"Life Eternal" - beautiful song about letting go ... transitioning ...and being loved forever. 7:08 6:33 6:44

7:43 7:47 7:48

12/24 DOES seem like a good date to come together....well, he'd leave at 12/24 and get here on 12/25... but I could live vicariously through him and get him a first class ticket which would be amazing!!

Waiting on quote. 7:54

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11:18

PAUL IS COMING HERE 12/25!! He and Manson are flying in in 3.5 weeks!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!

(and yes...he's flying first class, just how my honey should fly!! Thank you God!)

Now I need to clean up my diet. (As I heat up one of Michael's cinnamon rolls... I'm stress eating.)

Just talked to Elaine for like 2 hours... maybe an hour and a half... and it was AMAZING!! What a beautiful soul! 

O.M.G.

23:24

11:33

12:02 CANDIDA... SUGAR. ENOUGH. Sinuses are clogging, body is clogging... no bueno... RECLAIM MY HEALTH, PREPARE FOR MY LOVER TO JOIN ME. CLEAN BODY, MIND, SPIRIT, AND HOME. 

12/1 12:21

00:22

12:22

12:23 

I do not care for cinnamon rolls and I ate THREE of them today. Gross. Yeah. I'm reclaiming my health now. It's 12. It's December. It's Ophicus. I'm not doing this to myself - I'm NOT an addict. I do NOT consent to these poor decisions. I am strong. I LOVE MYSELF. Love = CARE. NOT what I did to myself, that was CARELESS...careLESS. No more.

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REMEMBER: AG Pick: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Spirit_of_Humility

Also noticed that this is leading to the decline in "temperance"... thank you Guardians for guiding and supporting me.

Note, I don't need to fear what Paul is doing right now. It's his life and path. I have to remain aligned to MINE. If he wants to talk to other women, if he wants to smoke pot, if he wants to do whatever it is he's doing, it's NOT MY BUSINESS. It's his and I have no cords or need to control him. "I release control and surrender to the flow of love, that will heal me."

No fear. No control. No manipulation.

YES SLEEP.

It's weird that he didn't want to pick up via FaceTime and then he didn't want to talk and said goodnight at 8pm his time...that's why I'm all weird...I'm just noting it but I'm letting it go. The man made a HUGE commitment to me today to uproot his whole life and move HERE with ME. If he's got to get something out of his system...or not...if he's got to do whatever it is his soul is bringing to the surface for him to work with, SO BE IT. My work is SURRENDER and letting go of LUNAR and ACCEPTING PAUL (and ME) in this moment, just the way we are. That's it.

12:55 - time for bed. I finally finished all the resumes. Yay!