I love Paul

 Super aligned with this Paul project ... oh. It's 11/12/21 11...well... 03 right this minute. But my dreams an consciousness is definitely preparing me and teaching me. It's wild!

I love Paul. He IS my sweetheart. We have layers of ego to peel back to the heart and core of who WE ARE, but I feel this is the guy to do it with! God's will be done. 11/12 11:08

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3:10

Our love feels like it's softening... we've been through these phases of extreme excitement, dopamine high, obsession, and also come off that into a more normalized but warmer and kinder and learning each other type of energy... still lots of questions... will we be good together? I think we have the potential to have great conversations and experiences but I think it will take lots of work and surrender of the ego. This is my current canvas for polarity integration. Yes, probably going to be hard, but has incredible potential for deep beauty to heal ourselves and the world. This is my guy - the one I want to do this with! (If that's the highest and best timeline for the greatest impact for this ascension cycle life... YOU, God, Source... YOU know.)

"Burn the Ships"

Could this be the meaning of the golden wasp or golden hornet that landed on my right upper arm today for a few seconds on our dog walk at the end of Duck Road. 

In this case, Wasp symbolism is reminding you that merely thinking about your dreams will not make them a reality as quickly as going out and doing it. In other words, this spirit animal insists that you make a plan. Then you must keep working towards it and let nothing get in your way. Similar to the Snail, the Wasp meaning says that goals require perseverance, desire, and action. Thus you must apply your passion to the reality you wish to achieve!

Alternatively, Wasp symbolism is letting you know that resistance to change by definition, is self-sabotage. Therefore it’s time to allow yourself the notion that all things are possible and that you deserve to have all your dreams come true. The Wasp meaning asks you to be the best you can be!

May this "I love Paul" melt deeply into our bones. May he be the Albion of our union. May we merge effortlessly and may it feel deep and magical and right. May there be NO FEAR. May our love meld and magnify and be a light unto the world. May Paul feel strong and loved and full and healed and whole and respected. MAY I honor and respect him sufficiently...FULLY. May he be stronger and more confident and feel more alive and connected to HIS Godsource when he is with me.

5:10 "Love By Our Side" song is so perfect... it's my HGU song. I tried to share it with Kirk but that didn't work. God, THY will be done. I love Paul. I do. I feel it and want to love him more! 5:11 ... it just popped out of me when I said goodbye to get off the phone... felt kind of vulnerable but that is good. That's the good stuff there. 

I'm really looking forward to being with him. We're going to learn how to be our authentic selves and love from THAT place. Right? May it be so.

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5:33 "fear is a liar, he will take your breath, stop you in your steps, fear, he is a liar. He will rob your rest, steal your happiness. Cast your fear in the fire, 'cause fear, he is a liar."