I'm the same... I love being looked to as the authority... as a god...to dole out answers as I see fit.
Especially questions about God and Nature and Creation and all the things that I have no idea about other than my own feelings (which have been so deceived by ego).
This is Twilight Master. This is imposter spirit. This is spiritual pride.
What Michael is doing and what I long to, want to... continue doing. I WANT TO ANSWER! I want to share MYYYY opinion. I WANT TO INFLUENCE YOU. I want to do witchcraft with my push/pull energy of the MIND.
See?
It's so hard to hear and see with Michael with his class. The raging pride. Ack! That's ME!!
Kirk. Same.
AHHHH!
Learn from this! LEARN.
I just need to RESPOND. HOLD SPACE. Go where I'm supposed to and see and do and say what comes from LOVE and not a desire to push or teach or change or judge.
God, please help me. My wiring is broken. I want to choose LOVE. Please help me. I don't want to be like this anymore.
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