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I AM THE LIGHT OF MY SOUL I AM BEAUTIFUL I AM BOUNTIFUL I AM BLISS I AM I AM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6cpbUHlpkg

Not sure if I was supposed to post this but I did. It's fine. It was somewhat impulsive and wanting to be seen and wanting to track and to call out to my beloved (is anyone else working on a garden?) Yes, it's calling to Gabe, dangit. I see that. I'm always looking through this lens. Let that boy go! We've discussed so many times that it is NOT HIM. THIS is why you wanted to post it after reading Katie's post. You long for that connection, but you are also NOT READY yet. I know. I know. I need to fully love myself. This is what we're doing now. Getting into relationship with ME. And it's beautiful. Be in a committed relationship with YOU, dear one. Ha. My energy centers are still jacked up and until I can get myself corrected, I'm not going to have a good time in a partnership. You LOVE your partnership with YOU. I do! I do! So we'll do that. And be grateful that my partner is out there working his pieces too. Thank you God. Please protect, guide, guard, and infuse him with your spirit. Heal his heart. Heal his wounds. Comfort him and help him to feel the fullness of YOU. May we both be the best we can be so that we can anchor the energy that we came here to bring/anchor. If we have to do it separately, then that's how it is and it's okay. But let us heal enough that it is BENEFICIAL to come together to get to the next level in LOVE. I don't want any more metatronic reversals and I don't want to hurt him. I'm not safe yet. I'm still a tyrant. I don't want to hurt his precious heart. May his life be rich. 

My post:

My/our beloved sister Misha just mentioned the phrase "Krystic Sacred Garden" which reminded me of a dream I had the night before last. I wrote about it in my personal journal and was planning on leaving it there but after reading Katie's heartwarming post and seeing Misha's synchronous comment, I decided to share:

"I dreamed of my beloved last night again - we were both working in/on/with the garden. Not like a flower garden, felt like the Garden of Eden. I didn't see him but knew we were both working on it. There was a tree there that had a braided center. It was exposed and what I saw looked like branches braided up the center of a filet'd tree but maybe that was just God showing me the insides of the tree? Even last night that tree reminded me of the one I dreamt about a few months ago (that I felt was me) that had living waters gushing down through the center and into the earth. In both cases they felt like they were in this Garden and birthing the New Earth. "

This part of this month's newsletter  reminded me of the Garden as well.... related to the blueprint:

Curiously, the beauty of the sonic geometries is increasingly present in the extensive fields of plasma flower activations happening in the planetary architecture as the result of the Return of Emerald Order. These naturally sing the frequencies of the Christos-Sophia twinned heart song which emphasizes the amazingly high frequency of flowers wherever they are found, which is inherent within the Holy Mother’s sound signature of the holy spirit’s sonic geometries. The frequency of flowers in their plasma architecture are reorganizing the energy field with high frequency geometric flower patterns of every shape and essence, highlighting the Sophianic power of sonic plasma flower shields that are now returning and healing the planetary grid to circulate chalice points of living light current.

A couple years ago God/guidance showed me that I could tap into levels of my energetic architecture through the practice of sun-gazing. When I joined ES and heard about the Aurora, it resonated because I had seen the rainbows join my field. First I saw the 12D white light and then later the milky rainbows. Last year I was astounded when these super-vibrant rainbows also joined.

My understanding of what I'm seeing has continued to grow (thanks to God/guidance/ES/Lisa/all of you). Different color rays are more present at different times and they seem to line up to things that I (and the planet) are experiencing. But this year I'm witnessing such beauty coming through these flowering light codes!

I'll shut this down here. Love to and through All!