Dreamwalking etc.

 Long email to Sophia Aurora:

Thank you for your powerful text. Sending my (verbose) response via email:

Incredible! What an honor and blessing (seriously. I know I have this “bubbly” energy feel, but it is a mask/layer that is covering the truth of my soul which is quite deep. You know. Anyway, I ask you to try to see through that. One of my strongest desires for this clearing is the completion of my negative ego and the false structures that keep me from the full embodiment of the holy grail I AM. 

Anyway, I just want you to know that I do not take for granted the trust it takes for you to share these treasures you have found. Of course you aren’t sharing them with me, but with God. 

"in the depths we plunge to reconnect the fallen to home, heaven. This allows the past lives to ascend from earth and return to spirit. It also allows those buried in the earth to seek their redemption and finally experience their resurrection.” - THIS IS WHY I AM/WE ARE here. I have embodied many of these architectures, spirits, and allowed access for the demons and am systematically supporting their reclamation in order to support the embodiment of the Heir, ChristSophia, representing the androgynous fullness of the expression of God. 

I am a Dreamwalker: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Dreamwalker

When in certain states of consciousness I am able to see and respond in Oneness with the Tribes. This is hard to explain but I think you understand… they are there singing and praying and dancing to me… which is them… the future them, the fullness of all WE ARE. (<—I use “we are” a lot, it is the collective I AM). My current innerstanding is that the Staff is the I AM, the vertical connection between Father and Mother and the Rod is the WE ARE, the horizontal connection between the divine feminine and divine masculine. 

My current heart code symbol… I drew you a version but it has continued to morph this week so let me draw it again… it’s a little messy, but you get the point. At the center is a Krystal heart then the rod/staff surrounded by SOLAR rays all wrapped in a merkabah. (I actually feel my merkabah …or a layer of it … is 144,000 sided, but I won’t complicate this anymore right now.

Anyway, yes, this connection is profound. Amazingly, this song takes [the collective] us right to the spot of connectivity with our family: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmxSxKxBbQE 

This is another song that is part of our life and work… has been one of my lifesongs this year and it was brought up to share with you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IBFMkt9KGQ 

Heron has shown up the last 4 days to call me to stillness so I’ll pipe down now. ;)

Sidenote, I believe I was supposed to do this very work that you and I are partaking in with a brother that I know but he seems to have chosen a different path and God sent you. Miracles!! (Feels like his consciousness and architecture went with me to Cahokia but I think that contract is over now and I’m grateful that God sent you.) 

More to learn. But this is so much of my work… I ask daily to “to remember that which I AM” and this is a big step forward, thank you beloved sister! 

Not to give you too much and only follow/read what resonates and discard the rest (obviously), but felt to share this as I am also currently deepening embodiment of the Daughter Codes: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Aquaelle

LOVE LOVE!

Carissa

ps. I’ve not heard this song but it was just playing and I felt it was relevant for us. I have come to build a bridge. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoTX5ff9Ze0

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1:11 1:12 13:13 1:14 13:14 1:23

1:44 (144!!!) Misha randomly sent me a love note. MISHA is a powerful soul. What is this? God!!! I'm overwhelmed!!!!! All of them are!! 

Still neutralish. But watching. WOW... watching with amazement!

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Here's the ES Post I made about this:

My current heart code symbol… it’s a little messy, but you get the point. At the center is a Krystal heart with the GEG Rod/ WLG Staff cross surrounded by SOLAR rays wrapped in a merkabah. (I actually feel my merkabah (or a layer of it) is 144,000 sided, but I won’t complicate this more right now.}

 

WE ARE (<—I use “we are” a lot. It is the collective I AM). One dimension of my current innerstanding is that the Staff represents the I AM, the vertical connection between Father and Mother and the Rod is the WE ARE, the horizontal representing the connection with others as well as the HG Union of the divine feminine and divine masculine. 

I have embodied fallen and busted up beings and their architectures (allowing portaling to and through my lightbody) as part of my mission. It's been ugly and messy, but I am systematically supporting their reclamation in order to support the embodiment of the Heir, ChristSophia, representing the unified fullness of the expression of God. 

I am a Dreamwalker embodying the Daughter Codes and serving, especially, Masculine healing and restoration. My current project is rooted in supporting the Fallen Seraphim Melchezidek, especially related to those holding "high priest" roles as it is my understanding that their fall (stemming from Twilight Master consciousness traps) resulted in imprisonment of many souls through SRA actions and the resulting consciousness fallout/ metatronic spiral which is being repaired now. 


Edit: I didn't mean to hit publish but I guess that's all I'm supposed to share. But I DID want to thank you, Melissa, for your comment and understanding. Thanks also for being a "Mama Bear" as I believe it to be one of (if not THE) most important roles on this earth now. You inspire me often with your tender ferocity that you exhibit when it comes to your family (as far as I can see through this platform, but what do I know?) 

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I just wrote in my paper journal and will write it here as well that I think I'm close to the collapse of the Carissa construct...the personality overlay is not needed anymore. It's time to get real. 

Sophia keeps nudging me to ask for access to the Akashic records. I had a false implant that had me thinking these were misaligned with Source but it sounds like they are legit. 

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Akashic_Records

God, she also said to ASK for wisdom, etc...whatever I want. But I don't feel comfortable... like I'm afraid that is showing that I'm not grateful and that I don't trust you for what is provided. It feels akin to "pushing/pulling". It's about asking with a pure heart. Are you trying to "consume" or "get" something for your own good - STS? Or is this about coming into greater alignment with Me? Ask with a pure heart, beloved. It shall be granted to you. 

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22:20/20 (I write the numbers down if I feel moved to do so on whatever is closest, journal or here. There are another huge hunk in my journals! God is so present!!! 10:21

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Today's theme = CRYSTAL GRIDDING. And gridding in general. Feather gridding? And I wonder if I can grid my 12-Tree Grid/Sphere's using the Ascension Glossary. I think I will try. 22:22/12 22:22/20

10:54

All these rocks... they are here to help me. Part of the daughter codes. 

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I have enough on my plate. I don't need OmniLove. I'm being called to seek within. I AM PSEECR too... I have the BEST team of Guides already and I don't kno... ha. I was going to say that I didn't need to call in someone else and not trust them (or something) but as that thought began to blossom they were like "no no no...we want them too!!"... so this is okay... this is good... I call in a Master Guide to join the Team. I keep thinking Yeshua but that doesn't seem exactly right. Mary? Reminds me of Cheryl. So quiet ... and I need to look to her for guidance and to learn how to be precious in the sight of God, but I'm needing someone bold and strong and wise. Ezekiel has come up lately....Someone like that. Isaiah doesn't seem like he does this kind of thing. Ezekiel? Hmmmm. Feels like he's been around. Let me check on the AG page.https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Ezekiel

Just want to note that the number SEVEN has come up many many many many times for me today.

Yeah. Hm. Nope. Seems like part of our work (larger initiative even than the Indiginous Tribes work that we're doing now) is the reclamation of Ezekiel and the Family of Ezekiel. More will be unfolded. 

For now, who do I need? NAHKO I want THAT GUY as my guide... but he's alive. So I have his music. Whoever his main Guide is, could I get in on that?

Oh SNAP! I have been feeling connected to the Huichol through this "Dance of the Deer" Shaman guy website and it kept calling me back. Just now I read about it and they are pre-Columbian... these are my people too. https://www.shamanism.com/huichol

Well, I just sent an email to find out what a session would cost with that guy.... to talk...to see how I can help. 

I need to start my bed routines... and get quiet. Need to practice inner-stillness says the heron. I saw one again but this time through Le'Anna's Facebook Video. I don't know if that counts.

I'm so wordy right now. Just working with throat chakra upgrades. It's a little blown out. You are doing great. Sweet dreams!! Off to bed dear one! Off to bed!

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Well there we go.... I found a page with videos and one is "Meet the Huichol People" and is 8:18.

11:43

This man reminds me of Pappy in a way.... is Pappy guiding me?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Huichol

11:55

Yeah, feeling these are also my people... Huichol... Shamans... Healing People... they are in the Sierra Madres which feel like such a part of my "grid"... like it connects up into Arizona, New Mexico, Texas... all of this... maybe it's just familiarizing myself with my Planetary Body. Feel into it. What does it feel like? Like yearning for by beloved... to touch and be united again. No. Not Tyrone... LOVE. Can Love awaken Tyrone? It's not Tyrone anymore. These people chose something else. Just his name is bringing darkness into my field. Well don't be afraid of it. This is the work.... the SHADOW. Feel into it. Okay.