Forum post: A bit about Cahokia Mounds trip

 I've been away from the forum for a week and am very much looking forward to reconnecting and catching up with you dear family! I had big plans for sharing about the gift of a trip/trek that I was allowed the opportunity to experience...but it feels too big. Let's see what comes out...

So... miracles happened...mountains were moved...and off I went on the adventure placed on my heart through this very container.... off I went to  Cahokia Mounds ! It was just my 16 year old nephew (a beautiful and wise indigo starseed) and I (and the legions of angels and teams who supported us), thanks be to God!

From what I understand from a session I shared with Charlotte recently, Cahokia Mounds is located in one of the planetary heart centers. Some information came up in the session I shared with Agni last year about the Mississippi that I was led back to listen to and I have lots yet to learn, but I felt it in my being and body that there is clearing and healing taking place in this area.

There were many merging pieces that I felt honored to hold space for - planetary heart healing and/through fallen melchezidek healing, blood sacrifice clearing, metatronic spiral reversal, swapping out anubian black heart seed for Krystal Heart seed. (To start. Ha!) There are so many levels to this and it was incredible as God peeled layers back to show me, sometimes. But it's not for my consciousness... so I can't hold on to them as knowledge... I can try but that just blocks the flow. There were many lessons like that on this trip. I want to share more. There was just so much.... but for now, I'll just share the gratitude and excitement of getting to be a part of something as special as this. 

A bonus was getting to spend time with our sister Candice and work the pieces we were supposed to together. We met up at her home in Kentucky on my way to the Mississippi as well as in the mountains of NC on the backside of Cahokia... (that part was planned before Cahokia came to Light)... feels relevant that we met before and after... I felt her and many of you with me ... we were working together on this. One of our brothers, Michael, paved the way for me to be ready to literally drop off a crystal too. He had done the same when he went through there before.

My nephew and I stopped at a cave in Indiana and while there I picked up some rocks (I might have a rock/crystal problem - ha!). One bit of my abundant crystal loot was rose quartz. I already have a large hunk of rose quartz which had asked to go on the trip with me but I felt that I should pick up another piece or two. Good thing because when I got to Cahokia and was standing near Woodhenge, I noticed that the rose quartz I had just acquired had Aurora rainbows in it! Whoa. So I felt I should carry it with me during some of my walks and prayers ... around Woodhenge and Mound 44. Lots of dragonfly messengers... green ones and blue ones. They shared with me as did the trees and deer and other wildlife...heron... bees... butterflies. It was magical. 

I was directed by a blue bird to leave the rose quartz on the top of "Monk's Mound" where the High Priest used to live and where I learned that blood sacrifices were made. I left it in the brush there surrounded by purple thistle and white queen anne's lace. I was also directed to spend time at Mound 72 where a number of women who had been sacrificed were buried (among other bodies too...possibly also sacrificed).

At Mound 72 I took part in the ES Blood Covenant Clearing and a team of beloved blue and green dragonflies helped me....there was one sitting on my page most of the time I was reading through it. They'd switch out. Blue dragonfly. Green dragonfly. Blue dragonfly. Green dragonfly. At one point a green dragonfly came over and had me read one part over and over and over.... I don't really remember what part it was but it might have been: "I clear blood covenants in the human DNA, original human DNA, diamond sun DNA and all the way into the Albion body of the earth". It was something like that... and he had me say it many times 4... 5... more? It was powerful. 

But then as I was reading, that "powerful" feeling kind of went away and I wondered if I was "push/pulling" energy... was it authentic anymore or was I forcing it? I didn't know if I was being manipulated in my mind so I kept going just in case. I did that one, Clear Black Magic, and Safe Passage. I feel like there may have been another but don't remember exactly. Then a deer came and it was time to go. 

One of my favorite experiences happened over on the northeastern side of Monk's Mound. I was sitting in the tall grass by the stockade wall and began singing. I sometimes sing or pray or something in what feels like Native American chanting or songs... and I was brought there and I was singing and crying and mourning and praying for forgiveness on behalf of myself and my people. 

I should pause here and say that I feel I was here to represent and support the fallen seraphim consciousness. Earlier I had been walking through the fields and praying something from the bible that says "if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and forgive their sin and heal their land". It goes on to say "for I have chosen this Temple and set it apart to be holy—a place where my name will be honored forever. I will always watch over it, for it is dear to my heart."  We are the temple on the micro and the macro and that's what I have to do on many levels in my life and what I needed to do...continued the work of doing... at Cahokia.

We, as spiritual leaders (I've got twilight master problems too) loved it when people looked to us as Gods and instead of pointing them to the Creator, we began skimming some of the glory off the top to feed our egos. That was like a drug... and we needed more more more and before we knew it, we were sacrificing humans.... and they were going along with it because they trusted us. The laid down their lives for us and we loved it. And hated it in a deeper core and this ... cognitive dissonance again... yes, this created the pit... the seed of death and metatronic reversal that spiraled us down and we've been trapped in this prison for a long time. But God sent you to help. Your love sets us free. And helps untangle the knot. There's much to learn but if we humble ourselves and pray and seek the face of God... surrendering back to the true Light, we can be baptized by the Krystal waters and made whole as we turn from our wicked ways and embody Christ-Sophia WE ARE.  

Well. There's more. And I guess I should edit this or sit with it. I don't know how to be. I want to be authentic. I'm sure there are distortions here and I know it sounds prideful and how dare I talk about myself as part of this big thing... but I am and we are. I know many of us are. More and more God is granting me consciousness of our shared missions (at night, etc)... and maybe we're not supposed to talk about it, but how do we learn if we don't? But don't we feel all judged and terrible to put ourselves out there? But I guess it doesn't really matter. Even if I'm wrong. Even if I'm deceived. That is my path and part now. 

I do not want to resist anything anymore. I want to look at it and talk about it and share in it. We're doing this together and I love you! I'm grateful for you my brothers and sisters that we can do this together!! It's big! We're a part of something special!  

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I forgot to attach photos... here are a few.

Here's me at the Mississippi. I had some uncomfortable ascension symptoms come up in St. Louis. They came and cleared quickly, thanks be to God. I thought for a minute I had gotten sick from touching the Mississippi... but I believe it was a viral Father healing/clearing for that area... something like that. I thought I had covid for like an hour and then I was better. We know how it goes. Ha!

I loved the piece of pottery that was found at Mound 44 (44 is also one of my main numbers this year so it especially resonates)... but this clay piece has what reminds me of the rod and staff (it was like 4 directions to them, maybe...which is also relevant)... surrounded by circles and then the rays that represent the sun. I'm not describing it well, but you can just see how you feel about it. For me it felt REALLLLLLLY good and I, in my heart, have adopted this as a symbol of Unity in Solar Christ-Sophia and I love it! Here's the original piece and what it represents. I took pictures of the screen of a television, forgive me. (Poor Caden was so patient as I read almost every plaque in that museum!)

 

  

This is a photo from Woodhenge looking over Mound 44 at Monk's Mound:
 

Here's my nephew climbing up Monk's Mound which is 14 acres at it's base... huge!
 

 

Here's the sign with info about Mound 72 which is behind it....
 

This is the tablet found on Monk's Mound... if you can read about it, it's very cool about the three levels of worlds...
 

I think that's it for now. It's quite late and I need to tuck some baby chickens in. If anyone else has had experiences at Cahokia or anywhere that they would like to share, I'd love to hear about them - feel free to respond in my journal or message me! Oh, and a shout out to Rosemary who was my driving companion on the phone through the last chunk of Illinois one day and Tennessee into North Carolina another day. ES friends are the best!  Time to get off this thing, I'm getting delirious! Ha!