Regarding Boys

Regarding boys. Here are the ones that have showed up for me this season:

Gabriel Aaron - Feeling that this lesson has either come to completion or is on hiatus…either way, the break is appreciated! It’s been intense. I think our architecture and teams merged during our conversation in April that set me off on this very big project having to do with the Red Cube Matrix and Fallen Seraphim and I think much healing has come of it. I won’t bore you with the details, but it has been WILD.

Gabriel/Lior - Yep, another “Gabriel” which was interesting considering Kirk’s prophesy. (I have since witnessed another Gabriel/Michael prophesy from Kirk that feels aligned.) This guy, Gabriel/Lior, has been on my radar for 5-6 years and someone I “know” on Facebook. He is a brother and a prophet and very very fragmented. Feeling Indigo3 with him too. I started following him because he reminded me so so so much of my ex-Tyrone who I have been picking up my exploded heart pieces from and slowly healing. Perhaps this understanding and glimpse through Gabriel/Lior is helping. This is also feeling like it’s coming to completion. I’ve interacted with him lately in a spirit of truth and just letting it rip … in order to learn and let go. 

Kirk - My brother and someone that I must observe to address some issues within myself as well as practice love and compassionate witnessing.

Jeff Chase - My first love (though never culminated… we were best friends in high school). Feels like… felt like… he is/was a soul mate and I love him so much but I have to just love him and let go and this is, again, practice to compassionate witness and stand as a Light of God that he can choose or not choose. He’s in a massive dark night of the soul and I am honored to just hold space and may have to witness him choose to drop his body. So we’ll see. 

Of course Michael - So many lessons here. An opportunity to practice love and service (he is so much better at this and models it for me), but also an opportunity to witness the mental and masculine distortions of the false AA Michael that are coming up for healing. The more I push against it in the micro, the more it nails it in. I need to step back and, again, just stand as a Light of God and allow everything to unfold as it should.

I am my beloved. And we are close to consummating our union. This will open a door that MAY be the particle/antiparticle merge. We’ll see. Doesn’t matter. Lovingkindness and compassionate witnessing in Presence is what matters. 

I wrote this to share with Melanie and when I posted it, I saw it was 11:11...and then there were 4 11:11's!!!! I took a screenshot!

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Telegram message to Misha. She left me a short voice memo and at the end she mumbled something about 111 or 1111 which was DEFINITELY a message for me. She was talking about lightness. 11 has been big lately... from parking spots to clocks, 1 is on the table. Ah. The 1D clearing and healing... bringing old traumas to Light. The Walls of Separation are being dissolved and it has to do with the Red Wave and Red Cube and Atomic Body and all the stuff we are working with. Yesterday in talking to Melanie I said and learned (I learn so much when I share) that the Red Wave, this 1D clearing is related to 1st Chakra, Root energy which is related to sense of security, grounding, connection to earth and others, including our beloved. We are clearing all this... bringing Founder Father energy in to heal the distortions and reversals which have blown up this part of our being and consciousness. WHOA!! It's 1:11 right now too!! 

Anyway, here's my message to Misha:

what did you say about 111?? 1111?? or 111? Either way, WHOA. LOTS OF 11111111111111s today for me.

So happy to hear your joy! God bless and hold you always beloved sister!

I'm fine... crazy how much work has come my way... 3D work... this is a great opportunity to surrender overwhelm and allow everything to unfold in God's time. Lots of opportunity for surrender of control, tyranny, fear, and working with gluttony. Please pray for me to eat consciously and aligned with my higher self to support my body in providing what she needs to thrive. (I'm sitting here with my breakfast/lunch - good stuff - FIP (fart in a pot vegetables), but I'm not eating consciously. I'm swallowing while paying attention to my computer. Hm. I need to do something else. Thank you for helping me work with this. This is VERY IMPORTANT for me. I've been trying to learn this lesson for more than 11 years with Oraphim support and 43 years wiht God's support and I just keep choosing flesh!! GARRRRRGHHHH!!! Thank you for witnessing. I love you sister!

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Yesterday I saw ....did I share this already? In a message to Laura I saw 11 22 33 and 12:12/12 (x2)...  and in my sleep not last night but the night before, I woke at 1:11 and something 222 (not sure if it was 2:22) and 3:44. 

Really feeling this is related to the stargates we are working on... micro and macro. REPAIR TIME DARLING!!!

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Telegram message to Melanie:

What a blessing you are to Mateo and Mateo is to you. We give our dogs MMS too. They like it and I feel that it is supportive. You are such a beautiful dog (and cat) Mommy! 

I was torn about responding too much to your sharing because I sense you are sensitive about it in some way, but I also want you to know that you are heard and know it does our hearts good to feel like someone held space. I guess I am feeling less and less like that is important as I am finding that holding space for myself is the most beautiful and powerful... afterall this whole exercise revolves around the embodiment of our Higher ChristSophia self ... so it's all about the relationship between Me and me and learning to heal myself (including Myself (which includes Earth/Christ)). I might have lost you there, ha!

Anyway, I just wanted to share a few comments

It was an absolute honor to get to stand with you yesterday. Thank you so much.

You are ON POINT about the Lion. Lior=lion, Jeff=Leo… these are both lion-y…and Lior (the being) is related to Judah, the Lion of Judah. Way to pick up on that. This is related to the Gate that I’m walking through now which is related to the 8th stargate and yes, Solomon’s Shield. 

Good question about any of these guys in my dreams. Seems like Gabe must have but I can’t remember anything now…I have had a number of waking visions of him and he was in my consciousness constantly. But Jeff Chase, yes, he’s there in dreamstate now and then. I was in Vermont picking up pieces of him and another friend of mine one time, and last week I noted “Jeff chose to take the test”. Not sure what that referred to exactly, but suspect it has to do with the challenges he is walking through and knowing that his soul chose this to overcome it. What do you think it means if they are in our dreams or not?

Your insight about Chris leading you to embrace celibacy. (I was blessed to walk with you during that time and remember witnessing this… your work with the baphomet energy and surrender of the 3D flesh impulses to God….it was one of those decisions that effected your path/choice for the bifurcation and took you up a level! Very huge.)  ...and Ryan leading you to more deeply understand and witness the false ascension matrix/white webbing.

I am loving your insight and consciousness around the alien love bite and compassionate witnessing of these people, and your response.

Thank you for crying with me… for sharing with me…for tapping into that pain of the separation from your beloved. Your choosing to come to serve here. I had a whole story come up in my head about this that you were just going to do a quick project on earth and you’d be back “in no time”… but none of us knew the level of distortions that we’d encounter here and it was like quicksand where you couldn’t get back out. I have a hope and hunch that your beloved came in after you and that you’ll blow this popsicle stand together one day! (I know I don’t need to say “only take what resonates”… OBVS! Ha!)…but the pain that you are willing to feel related to this separation is huge and seeping/releasing the pain for all of us… creating pathways of forgiveness and surrender which hopefully leads us all back into Divine Union with God and our Beloved.

The beloved I was referencing in my list was ME, by the way. :)

I talk a lot with my Higher Self too and think it’s beautiful. Not sad. Not crazy. Just lovely! 

I don’t think Gabe is my HG partner, but I loved and agree with what you said about him having similar architecture to a lot of our beloveds. I also do think that he and I had some sort of contract to work this Red Cube piece this year, especially related to Indiginous/Native Tribal Priesthood healing. Feeling like we got done what we needed to, and that Cahokia was a big piece. I had some feelings of anger and betrayal come up because Gabe, the human, wasn’t engaged with the shared work we were doing (as far as connecting with me in 3D to feel through it together), but I see now that it wasn’t necessary and say thanks be to God for the lesson!

Thank you for sharing your insight about Kirk’s very high level templating. I agree. 

Thank you again for your message. I love you and say God bless you again for your courage with Mateo. Your listening to guidance and your surrender in faith and your willingness to sit in that puddle of pain to feel into what is bleeding through from other timelines. What an honor and blessing it is to get to witness that. Enjoy the rest of your day dear sister!


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I wrote about it in my paper journal but just want to note the absolute MIRACLE that came this afternoon through the "Clearing Metatronic Reversal". Feeling like it is the beginning of the release of my Indigo3 contract and lots of healing. Feels connected to Sophia Aurora as well. Thunderstorms came in and rain and I was led to go outside and pray and sing ... baptized in the Holy Spirit and love of Mother. Tapped into Indiginous/Native consciousness as well to sing and pray... this is Unity in the Great Spirit. There's more. But it's beyond me now as I'm back here in the Carissa flesh for now. 


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post I made accidentally in someone's journal then moved it. 

Dear Melissa,
Nice sleuthwork related to uncovering the cause of the portals affecting this sweet dog! Bless her for her willingness to support this revelation! 

I wanted to touch on this:

As part of this planned litter, i have watched, over the past 8 months, as 5 litters each have a sick/dying pup, in each.  This doesn't seem normal and it is heartbreaking.  

This week this has come up in consciousness a couple times for me. The first time at a local family farm where I was taking photos of goats and the woman told me about how she had a goat break its leg every year... one baby goat...every year. We were also talking about how one beautiful male goat got kicked by a horse and lost his eye last year and so she was scared that if she brought another goat into that pasture that it would happen again this year. This triggered something in me and I had an intuitive hit that there was an energetic pathway that was open that was causing this "one broken leg" a year and that was being created around "lose eye" or "kicked by horse". Was it in the grid or in the human overseeing the architecture? I don't know. 

The second instance is closer to home and involves having to put one of our meat chickens down early... (by we, I mean, Michael. My job is just to love and care for the chickens). Anyway, this is the second year in a row that we have ONE chicken that has a damaged leg. We had one last year and it was so hard to watch it hobble but it made it through. This year we made sure all the chicks were sound but relatively quickly one broke or dislocated its leg. So strange. So I thought again about these energetic pathways that seem to be opened.

Not sure if this is legit or not, but then reading your "one sick/dying pup in each litter" made me think of this again. I don't know how it all works but wanted to share my experience.

I am also tracking how these animal companions sometimes take on distortions to heal them for us or to teach lessons. I also think they are susceptible to attack so try to keep my beloveds shielded and protected but also balancing that with not fearing and trusting in God's plan and their personal sovereignty. 

Yesterday my dog ate a bird. Oh. This sounds so silly but it's been a big lesson that has been unfolding for me for a few months. It started this spring when we were on our morning walk and out of the blue there was a baby bird that my dog chomped. I yelled at him to leave it and I scooped up the baby bird and was going to try to save it. As we were walking back home I was a bit distraught and felt so bad for this bird who was obviously struggling and hungry/thirsty. Soon it appeared to die. I was going to bury it in some bushes but then it seemed like it revived so I kept going and then it started seizing. Anyway, long story short, my decision extended the suffering of this baby bird who did die. 

The very next day another baby bird literally jumped into my dog's mouth. I'm not sure how this happens... but it happened. It flew from a wood pile into his mouth! This time I had to let my dog put the bird out of misery (after being chomped). It was really hard for me to compassionately witness this but knew it was a lesson. Not that this is relevant but it took sooooo long for him to finish it... just torturing me... plllllease put it out of its misery, Moses! Eep! He was like gently doing the deed. Anyway, he wanted to eat the bird but I wouldn't let him. "Leave it!" I thought afterwards that maybe that was unkind and still trying to control nature by not letting him eat it but it was what it was.

Yesterday it happened again that a bird (teenager this time) flew into Moses' mouth. I think it was the bird I had prepared a nest for the day before that I was talking to and loved...he was so cute. I digress and sorry this is so long. But this time I had to compassionately witness him take the bird's life and felt that I had to let him eat it and I had to watch as he ate every last feather and beak and toenail. 

I feel strongly that he and that bird had a contract to complete this to support me in learning to surrender and compassionate witnessing and probably healing through a timeline trauma. Moses usually sleeps with me but the night before he slept on the couch and I feel like he was getting downloads and making pacts for this project. Operation Horrify Mama! No, really, it was part of something bigger. Not only to let nature do what nature does and to trust God's plan and process, but also to let go of fear (which I didn't do perfectly) that he was going to get sick from eating this bird. (One time he almost died - had a NDE - after eating a feather (triggered something)... so this was a whole lot of feathers!). 

Anyway... I'm grateful for these friends who are here supporting the planetary reclamation. So many of these elemental beings... animals, trees, rocks, grass... are revealing our connectedness and teaching us how to come into Unity. It's mind-blowing. "With deep reverence for all life, dear God, breathe your living life codes into my created form."

Sending prayers for those pups of yours, Melissa. I appreciate you and all you share SO much! 
Love,
Carissa
 
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Another note to Melanie:

That was fast getting into the vet! Wow! How did it go? 

Yes, dogs are definitely best friends and support and so wise. Tonight Moses helped me keep my intention to myself to stop eating unconsciously. (A little late, but it was a miracle.)

And I love what you said about "working on your own connection to God, not what ES says, etc.)...same here... trying to allow my Higher Self to lead and letting go of the need to hold knowledge ...instead just allowing what IS to unfold. I don't even have to watch it or know what it is... but guidance leads me as long as I stay out of the way!

The Leo thing is related, for me, to the 8/8 Lion's Gate which feels related to an opportunity to come into more alignment by processing the 1D/underworld shadows, embodiment of the Solar Sacrum, and maybe part of accessing the 8th dimensional gate which I've believed for years I was on the mission team to reclaim. This 8/8 is during the "leo" cycle in the traditional zodiac. Looks like Leo comes in on 8/10 in the galactic zodiac. But I was just led to Leo type items (like an "heir to the throne" tiger's eye soap) to prepare me for 8/8. I could be decieved, but it feels like God is supporting me related to this gate through a woman I have met a few times (her name is Sophia Aurora, no joke) who showed up in my field (she lives in CA) and offered me a root chakra clearing on 8/8. She feels very powerful and has come to many of the same conclusions as Lisa Renee but without anyone's input (whoa!!)... so I'm trying to remain discerning but I do feel really grateful and loved by God and will see where it goes.

Long story short, I didn't want to ignore your question but this is all squishy, don't put ANY stock in it... it's just my happy little pile of moosh ready to be molded into something by my Godself in DRT. 😉

I loved how you said "I feel it deeply in the silence of my heart". That's what you are doing down there on your Costa Rican mountain. Feeling things deeply in the silence of your heart and anchoring those frequencies of love into the grids, into the earth. Bless you beloved starseed sister. Buenas Noches. Kisses to you and your beloved furbabies!

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11:44. Heard from Sophia Aurora today. She sent me something in a folder but I can't see it yet. 
Finished Jess' logo... well mostly. Need to finalize but it was two days of work for $200. I wanted it to pay for a Charlotte session and it will so that's good. But hardly seems worth the hours and hours of work. 

Saw 11:55 as well. It's now 12:39 and I need to go to bed. Been working for so so so many hours on Jess' logo. Please remember how long it takes you to work. You can charge accordingly. Or not do it. God, what do YOU want me to do? You got a LOT done today, dear one. You communicated with your starseed family, had precious moments with Mother God, loved on chickens and other creatures, downtime with Michael and Manifest, and got this done. You are amazing. Now rest. Peace be with you dear one. All is well. 

ps. I just want to note the energy signature I'm feeling from Sophia. I can't discern if it's aloofness or self-importance or if she really is just "above it all"? Or if I'm mis-reading it. I don't want to play into hero-savior or guru-disciple. I'm over that. But we can come together in our connection to God. I don't want any miracles that are coming from a place of distortion or False Ascension Matrix. I want only Solar CHRISTSOPHIA light of God. The Solar casts out the Lunar. I'm not interested in witchcraft (pushing/pulling energy of my own will). 

Just saying. And God, I trust you. Show me the Way. I AM the Way. Walk in it.