10 minutes of writing:
EIGHT... eight is on my heart and mind these days and I'm thinking that my art work should be an eternal 8 representing the eternal 8D gate made out of dragonflies. We'll see. I was also thinking about working with grids... crystal grids and maybe gridding out a ...taking a stab at gridding out a sphere. Maybe 2D, maybe 4D. Maybe 3D.
Breathe. Relax. Not getting deep into the heart to let it out. Had a beautiful 2 hours of meditation before this and feeling like we are definitely making progress, but there seems to be much "attack"... or interference...that's a better word... in the field. But as Diana says and as I want to glom on to, there is so much support as well. I do feel very supported. I do feel like I am coming into my own. I feel like there is so much beautiful guidance to help me step into my own divine mission... or step out of my own ego so that I can be a clear light vessel for the spirit of God.
I liked Ty's word... CLARITY. This is what I feel like I'm getting more and more of. And it comes through conversing with others, but when I talk to others I am sharing my own thoughts and wonder if this is push/pulling. Trying to give them answers... to show them what I know... more to TEACH them what I know... this is DEFINITELY pushing... and I don't want to push anymore. I saw with Alicia and others that it works so much better ... so much more aligned... when I encourage them to go inward. That's the ONLY ANSWER to anything for anyone... go inward, the answers are all right there. For me too.
But the connections to others help... or feel like it. I like to connect... I like to talk. I love love loved Thursday's conversation with Kirk. I should copy and paste it here... it was amazing... we worked together to bring forth... yes, it was sacred geometry in a way. It was a part of the mirage for his marble. I love Kirk. I appreciate him and am grateful to know him. Both he and Lior have brought me something to my field that is important. The amalgamation (is that the word?) of them is supporting me and I dream of them. I wish I could talk to them more... I WANT WANT WANT but that is the wrong energy...that energy pushes people away... you can't try to GET. That is CONSUMPTIVE MODELING... instead RELEASE and live in the flow. The opposite of how we are trained. We are trained to ... I heard this this morning, maybe on that guy's "self-love" talk...we are trained to ... now I forgot. Something about how we ...nevermind. But we WANT things and we push and live our lives to get it and it separates us from seeing and experiencing that which we already have.
Is that the case with Michael? In a way. I mean, I see that we have a beautiful life and family in so many ways. But we really do not have the physical connection which I feel is part of God's plan for ...
WHAT?! It's been 10 minutes?? DANG!
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The artwork I did... wanted to do crystal "gridding" but ended up feeling like I was painting with crystals.
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