I want to remember

That was the song by Needtobreathe that was underlying my thought process that I want to remember... ha!

It's ME... I'm involved in the Djoser Invasion. I'M of the High Priest... what's his name?...consciousness... is that also a gestalt? Anyway, pointing fingers (It's GABE!!!!, ha! I did that this morning... had to delete it from my phone... I took the time to actually write his name on a screenshot and then I had to take the time to delete it because God showed me how I pin it in "reality" by doing that. Now I see that is black magic. I do not want to participate in Black Magic at ALL anymore! God help me!). Anyway, maybe brother Gabe is a part of that consciousness gestalt as well in a similar capacity... we are Indigos who have signed up to rehabilitate this fallen consciousness and he is to be HONORED for his work and courage. Me too! Judgement and fear do not help. Only love. I love and appreciate him. And let him go! Let him go! I don't know why I'm talking about him again. Today I was thinking for sure that I wouldn't talk about him. 

OH, I got a 28 second voice memo from Laura that had his spirit (or an Ai cord??!) in it. Sounded like a beautiful bird singing. This man is my brother and I love him. I know I am not attractive to him - my lunar forces which I'm working to evict is especially unacceptable. But also my body... I'm carrying all this density and distortions and addictions and physically FAT so this is going to deter and put off my connection with my divine partner. Technically my divine partner might should could see the diamond in the rough or the pearl and .... oh. The pearl is for me. Sell all that I have to get it. Get rid of the things that don't serve me. Ice cream! Ice cream came to get me today... to whisper "just one more". I haven't eaten ice cream much at all but went with Dee for her birthday last week and it opened a foothold, a portal and see how it can now whisper to me. And I almost compromised "okay, just one more"... I just asked Michael to go with me. But I see now. And NO. I CHOOSE GOD. I CHOOSE LOVE. I CHOOSE THE PEARL OF GREAT PRICE. I choose the pearl. 12:34. (I got 12:12/12 today too and lots of green dragonflies, thanks be to God.)

I'm grateful for this place to dump my thoughts. To process. 

Anyway, I came here to say that the Djoser Invasion feels very personal and relevant and must be related to the pieces I am reclaiming now. 

Draconian satanic controlled forces invaded Saqqara for access to these rumored technologies, when Pharaoh Djoser and his main adviser and High Priest Imhotep were rulers. Imhotep was the High Priest which means that he was the one trained specially in all matters esoteric, ascension and Templar related, Mystery School, and had this specific knowledge of universal architecture, and would be cooperating and leading grid projects. Imhotep was called Doctor, Sage, Architect, Astronomer and High Priest. The Greeks worshipped Imhotep as Aesclepius, the God of Healing. Imhotep is also credited as a founder of the Egyptian, and Masonic, mystery traditions. So this has a link into the Black Magic corruptions in ritual practices used by the secret societies of today.

When I read that I thought that maybe Gabe was related to the High Priest Imhotep but then I thought maybe I was too. But now I'm thinking that maybe I'm related to the Pharaoh Djoser and worked with (honored and gave my power to Imhotep) too. Either way, I am healing pieces and reclaiming my organs from canopic jars and unwinding the gordian knot here. Lots to be unraveled. I want to do it with Gabe but that is not possible because he may be an Ai clone, Red Cube Matrix trap (all for us to overcome and heal this piece).... he may.... I just looked at the phone and the song playing is "Fallen". We are healing this Fallen Melchezidek consciousness. This is the job. Among other jobs.... but this is big... to reclaim the Golden Eagle Grid and fully reclaim the 8D stargate! Anyway, Gabe could be part of who I'm healing or part of who is healing me. Both or neither. Who knows! 

Either way it's part of my work and lesson and may I just surrender to the will and direction of God if I can get and remain pliable and allow the spirit of God to flow.

Thank you God for these team members. Thank you for this lesson. It's incredible! Hard, but such a blessing. I feel really loved and wrapped in grace and joy! Thank you thank you thank you! Even in my tears. Even in my pain. I'm so SO loved! 12:44

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12:54 12:55

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1:15 I picked through another of Lior's posts: 

TRINE OF FIRE. TRINE OF ICE. EQUALS TRINE OF LIFE. Third field = Neutral = Krystal Waters NO DEATH JUST BIRTH AND REBIRTH . Yes WHERE U SEE BLOOD I SEE LIGHT. The life is in the blood WHERE U SEE FLESH I SEE WIND. The ruach is also seen as wind. You know more about this than I do because it is your native language and I got it from reading the Strongs numbers to understand Hebrew in the Bible, but we in the flesh see flesh but we are spirit and God sees spirit and truth. TRINE TRINE TRINE. DIVINE DEVINE DEVINE. Yes PATH WAS SET. PATH IS SET. RIGHT BECOMES LEFT BELOW BECOMES ABOVE. The distortions and reversals put into the earth body hence our bodies have caused this but it is being corrected now. Thank you for your work supporting the correction. It starts with us. THE EARTH DRANK WINE FROM FLESH AND NOW SHAKES. Feels like it could just be my 3D self but I can’t help equate wine with blood which has been the problem… satanic blood sacrifice designed to feed the Luciferian forces which ruled the earth for a long time but the time is up. RUMBLES SHAKES EARTH OPENS IT'S MOUTH. The precious souls that have been fed to the earth are being reclaimed and freed. EARTH IS FED FLESH . FOOD SHALL QUENCH EARTH'S THIRST. I’m not sure. Feels like Living Water is what quenches the earth’s thirst. WINDS LEAVE FLESH. Spirit leaves flesh TRINE TRINE TRINE ONE COMES TO PASS SECOND COMES TO PASS BUT WHERE IS THREE? TRINE FROM THE DEVINE. As we embrace the fullness of God which … this may be too much here but we are made in the image of God and there I agree that God is both masculine and feminine and the merge of those principles brings forth the offspring or child … to me that’s us… the child of God that embody the fullness of the parents in love. The true parents…does not apply to earth parents. This is ONE application of the principle you speak of. There are many others. One of the main ones for me and you has to do with polarity integration … the third that we are called to hold is the neutrality… the neutral field of compassionate witnessing. Overcoming the biwave trap we’ve been stuck in. PUNISHMENT IS LOVE. Yeah. Good one. Maybe it feels like punishment but is really just us not getting our way which leads to further harm of our souls? TRINE TRINE TRINE. EASY CHILDREN QUIET THREE IS TO BE BEHELD. It is. We are called to hold it. In unity. TEARS SO MANY TEARS. TEARS FALL FROM EYES AS BLOOD FROM FLASH WHEN CUT. WHERE WERE THOSE TEARS WHEN SOULS FELL? WHERE WERE THOSE TEARS WHEN FATHER PROVIDED AND GAVE U ALL? WHERE WAS THOSE TEARS? NOW TEARS IS BEHELD. TRIBE TRINE TRINE Thank you. Pierces my heart. TWO DOWN ONE COMES FOURTH. THREE NUMBER THREE 123 1-3 . 3 . WHY 3 ? WHY NOT THREE? THREE IS TRUTH. TRUTH IS THREE. NUMBER THREE COMES. BEHOLD TRUTH THROUGH PUNISHMENT . 3 COMES LEARN SO TRINE TRINE TRINE DOES NOT BECOME AGAIN. The “fourth” is curious to me and I look forward to God showing us more. Maybe having to do with heart integration and restoration of 2D-4D split. Anyway… super good, this whole thing. Thank you.

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Well, lovely time with the Safe Passage for SRA'd children meditation... I felt like I was working with Lior/Gabriel's SRA'd parts as well as maybe touching on something related to Gabriel Aaron... both came up. As did I... and I also felt like a had a huge bunch of children on my shield as we went through the Frequency Fence to the Aurora platform. There were definitely interferenences and mind slides and Rue barking, but I just tried to stay with it.

Afterwards or maybe during there was some movement in my 2D energy center. I don't know how I got there but I decided to start trying to breathe it up into me ... never really got far, but I did end up taking myself to masturbation... to try to love and merge with my HG self ... I was trying to bring it up to my heart center... to the cross where my rod and staff unite at the Sapphire Krystala point over my permanent seed atom. I didn't get there but I had a weak orgasm. I wasn't as focused on it as I was trying to pull it up and also trying to make sure I was aligned with God the whole time. I'm not sure if I was or wasn't. I'm not sure if this was a beneficial exercise or not. Feels like it is as I get to know and operate and love my body and try to make it work with organic energy... the union within is of first importance... masculine-feminine and Godself-Carissaself. So we'll see where this goes in the future. :)

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Looking at a post on the forum where Lisa Sophia is talking about 911 timelines and seeing it on the clock... and something with 11 1/2D with her and her husband's HG Union... and Eddie talking about a bird with a hole in his solar plexus and how he's doing gridwork in the US related to the Native Americans. I get so excited when I see people working the same pieces as me... but we are all connected. And I want to share but I also don't need to share just to brag that I see it too! I've been working so much with birds ... and Native Americans... etc. 

Okay. Breathe.

Remember, this is between you and your Godself. This container is ICING. Thank you God that we can be connected to these beautiful brothers and sisters.

Mark and Lara Romero popped in to the first attempt at the Safe Passage meditation... Mark is also a brother... both are... 

GOD!! What a WILD LIFE!!

I'm on the "mountaintop" again. I remembered that I might have a valley ahead of me again, but it's so wonderful to be so close to God... no. I don't have to go in the valley... stay out of ego and flesh. Keep flying with ME. I AM. WE ARE. But you need a break now... get away from this computer. And breathe. And help Michael. You've done a lot of work... good work today dear one. I love you.