Crown and Sophia etc.

CROWN has come up for me quite a bit this week. Heir to the Throne. Tiger’s Eye. Lion’s Gate and 8/8. 

Personally working with lots of 8s and 9s. Lots of 11s too. Yes, 911 but all the 11s. 

I almost put this in the forum but I think not. I think my intention there is mixed. I want to track because I want to say “see how smart I am?” or whatever. No. This isn’t about me and it IS a blessing to be held and taught by God. Just keep saying yes.

This Sophia Aurora gift and presence and work is mind-blowing. I have to send Obsidian to her. It’s not MY obsidian. It’s God’s and if it wants to go to her, for whatever reason, although I believe it is to support my ascension, it will also support hers. We are sisters and in this together. Bobbi Jensen too. 

So many spirit siblings, thanks be to God. Please don’t let me drop the ball. Thank you God for your help and guidance. Thank you Guidance for your help and God! 

I release all the boys. I release Tyrone. I release Michael. I release Gabriel. I release Lior/Gabriel. I release … I’m sure there’s one more. Jeff. I release Jeff. I AM… I was going to say “yours” or “yours alone”…but it’s just I AM. And that’s enough. That’s all. 

The 8th gate at age 44. This is the key. And another step in our unlocking the prison planet. Thank you God for letting me be a part of it and for keeping me alive thus far. Miracles have been done to do so… 

Thank you for friends… today texting with Sophia, talking with Laura and Danielle and Rosemary. Seems like more. What did we do today? This morning is gone? What did I do this morning? 

Walked dogs. Traveled the omniverses. I don’t know. I need to read about my dream last night. I think I took notes but I remember it had something to do with a crystal seed. Let’s see. 

Whoa. No. Crystal Lotus Vehicle/ Crystal Lotus Heart: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Crystal_Lotus_Heart

Notes: 

1:33 Sophia Aurora song singing birthing

3:22 There was a rabbit or bunny that got loose - free from cage - presumably because Sophia was coming and scared its captors. I was going in to learn more. Dream of/with Sophia.

3:27 Feel it is important to mention the pieces. I’m supposed to - I think - the pieces of bunny fur all around outside the big cage.

3:53 There is a carcass under my pillar in 3D that I have to examine. 3:54 Don’t be afraid.

No time stamp but it was morning: Dream of Crystal Lotus Vehicle or something that I wanted and someone - Sophia? helped me get. I don’t think it was her. Saw in a mag or article. There was so much in this dream. I can’t - dirty hotel. Long journey. Jeff chose to take test. Just returned to Crystal Lotus heart bring in Oahu the tree. (Another sentence that is unreadable.) 

I just remembered that it was yesterday morning or the day before I was walking around singing “Sophia”…. and look who answered?! WHOAH GOD! Everything is connected. 

I need to go mail this package. 

Did I tell you that Sophia offered to do a root chakra clearing for me on 8/8, Lion's Gate? God!!!! And WHO IS THIS SOPHIA? How am I so blessed?!! A few years ago I was invited and attended a gathering she was having at her house and NO ONE else showed up... it was a reiki gathering... and ended up just being the two of us sitting on the floor in her living room talking and we did some energy exercise where we merged palms and pushed the energy through us in a figure 8.  (There's the 8 again!) 

I think this is the progress we are making with the 8th gate and yeah, this must be Stage 2 of the Crystal Lotus Heart. Still a long way to go... but THANK YOU GOD for helping me!!! MIRACLES!!

Talking to Rosemary today and pretty much talking to anyone... Sophia even and Michael and anyone, I feel my ego. This is a gift... to begin to see it asserting itself and how it wants to be seen and gain energy/attention/power. I feed my soul by holding these things within my own heart. I don't need to put my experience on another... I don't need anyone else to say "oh wow! Look how smart you are!!" or whatever it is... no there's lots to unpack here but I really haven't eaten breakfast yet and its' 5pm and I have to go to mail this package. 

So that's it. 

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Understanding that the HG trauma is in EVERY timeline... in every dimension... this is why it's especially big and raw. We feel the pain in individual dimensions... trauma from holocaust events that took place in individual timelines...but this HG/separation from our beloved takes place in all of them.

I DO think maybe I "earned" a shot at a HG union with Tyrone back in 2011. I was in my 33rd biomarker and had been following God hard. But it resulted in "mission failure". I failed. I chose ego. I did not continue the path, I traded it for the vittles of the flesh... metatronic reversal pit of doom. Boom. But this time... this time if I can climb the ladder out and I'm getting more repairs... granted I did a ton more damage to myself in the last 10 years, but for example this Root Chakra clearing and support healing ancestral and planetary miasma that has been blocking me... maybe I'll have success this time when God brings me together with my divine partner.

Is Michael my divine partner?? Hidden in plain view? I don't feel like it and hope for someone younger, but it's the HEART for God that matters and I'm no spring chicken or beauty myself... so... God is in charge. But today he was talking about electromagnetic bodies, earthing and sun gazing and that is my language and I got excited... he seems like he's becoming teachable. We are all growing and miracles are happening daily!

What does my soul want to fulfill?? I want to embody the fullness of Christ-Sophia and for my negative ego to be gone forever. I want to lovingly hold a HG union template within my own being AND with a man in spiritual union that we can serve this planetary reclamation mission together. I want to work with my beloved IN LOVE and respect and without negative ego and pain body triggering and dividing us. I want to be of USE. I want to be a golden chalice, a gold bowl, the holy grail and hold the Chrism of the spirit of God ... to BE the LIVING KRYSTAL WATERS that nourishes the earth and restores her to her glory. I want to hold the templating, to successfully pathcut that and live in peace, joy, and love and serve others to do the same. 

I'll keep working on it.