I'm HEALING the Ai Red Wave. That's why it's up this year. Bringing 15D Magenta Ray into the 1D (?) Red Ray where it's been infiltrated. This is a GIFT. Here to CHOOSE GOD. I've thought I was "tortured" all year...but it was a GIFT... an OPPORTUNITY. Part of my mission. Thank you God. 9:23
I'm excited about a session with Joe today. Didn't go to sleep until 2:30 so a little bedraggled. But I don't usually sleeeeeeep until after then anyway. I just need to take good care of my body.
Last night during the mirror exercise I was GREEN! I've been gold all along since I started but I was definitely green, and the people seemed different. Same experience and it was like there were lots of people lined up... they filtered through fast. They looked like they were from a different part of the world, maybe. Like my Gold friends were like English or a mix of Wales and Scandinavian (Norwegian?). These seemed like they had darker features. I don't know. I'll have to watch. But it was interesting. Thanks be to God.
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10:44
I forgot to mention that my trip ended in Sapphire, North Carolina. Sapphire. My parents live there and I have gone there for a decade without connecting the "sapphire" reference. I got to go to the Emerald Coast in April .... "emerald"... and now back to "sapphire". (I had been in Sapphire in March too.)
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Well the Lior thing is interesting... same strong spirit that jumps up and grabs me when he talks to me through the God spirit. It's easier in writing since he writes in caps from God. And it's powerful. And God's will be done. Please don't let my inner child walk into a trap. It reminds me so much of Tyrone. The whole thing... same spirit as Tyrone... same torture and fracturing. Same me with my innocence wanting to help/save (hero-savior?) a brother and feeling drawn to it. But am I drawn to the dark or the light? I cannot go through that again... I was so broken with Tyrone leaving and I still love him and Tyrone and Gabriel (which is Lior's real name) are like ... the same.
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Great session with Joe. I cancelled the clearing part and just wanted to talk to him. It was really helpful and the biggest takeaways were to be grateful for this time I have alone where I can work on my self sovereignty and that nature is the best place to be, and notice there is no judgement there. And I don't have to TRY to gridwork... inserting my will isn't aligned... gridwork happens on its own. And I think this applies to all my friendships too... I don't need to apply judgment or effort. Just be. Be like the butterfly and flit around and be me and enjoy the sun and the flowers. Be like the rock and hold consciousness. Be like the tree...like Tay in the Win.
Thank you God for this help and support and encouragement. I pray that Joe is okay. Comfort and bless and guide him.
Thank you for helping me heal and gain deeper insight, context, and understanding about the Gabe thing. It's a lesson for all of us. God bless both Gabes. I just need to LOVE. Don't need to apply any other pressure. Just love.
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July 7 (7/7) 3:33
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