Wellllll.... today is Sunday. On Friday on a whim I decided to see what Josh and Tasha Via were up to. I thought Journey had closed or had a hostile takeover... I didn't know... but I was afraid they left worship music and I had a hankerin' for a hit of that soulful worship that pours through Josh. On their website they said they were worship leadering at Seven Marks Church. So I looked that up and it turns out that it was the same place as Journey and indeed IS the Journey family but with a new name and under the headship of Paul Crouthamel. So I decided that I wanted to go. And today I did. Thanks be to God.
Yesterday I read where Ruslan in a journal post said that the YHVH Matrix was after him or something... and I wanted to ask what that felt like and wondered if it was after me too since I was yearning to go to CHURCH. Ha!
But there was lots to see and feel. I like going to church. I learn and remember and worship and pray and feel and I really DO like it.
Tyler's sermon was on Fasting and I did feel motivated about it. Really a call to the "Daniel Fast" as a lifestyle. This is what God suggested to me in 2010. But in my journaling I accidentally called it the Ezekiel fast and flipped my bible there where I saw "Eat what I give you". And that is even more correct.
What I really witnessed and want to ponder is all the Jesus worship. And blood worship... singing joyfully about how Jesus died on the cross for our sins and rose again. It's singing the doctrine to nail it in.
I see how the singing and worship of Jesus is just misplaced worship... it's innocent... their hearts really ARE for GOD.... they are for Christ.... but they don't know any better. I tried to make an appointment to talk to Josh Via about this but maybe that's not the best... God, you might put the cabash on it and I invite you to unless it could be beneficial. I just want us all to keep growing and I feel like he is definitely bathed in the Spirit and I feel like God must have been telling him some of this so maybe it's beneficial to hear it from someone else...but maybe not. Maybe I would be the devil to him. So God, please guide and direct our path that YOU would be made whole and exalted in Unity, Love, and Truth.
There were some great songs and pieces of songs though... I want to control it all. I can't. I want to "fix it". I can't. I have to just let everyone work their own path and pieces. And I need to solidify mine in my heart. I reallllly loved the AG glossary pick I got this morning: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/First_Cause_is_Sound
And Angela sent me this beautiful video where she was singing and it was gorgeous and it was in Austria...she just filmed it this morning ... singing and calling to Sophia. It was incredible! What a gift!
Who am I? A worshipper!
You know what was neat... I really was worshipping and praying and experiencing joy and after the service some lady who didn't know me...and her husband.... came up to me for hugs! HUGS are my ministry. And just anchoring love. Everyone said "you look great". I don't, but I think my spirit is enlivening... or the spirit of CHRIST-SOPHIA in me.
I told Paul that 10 years ago I left the church in pursuit of understanding about the Trinity and Jesus and finally I have found it... and can tie it back to the "Word". I said the "Word"...but that is actually the Logos... and even in the bible, I've got like "Proverbs 8 = Wisdom = Holy Spirit = Holy Mother"... so it's not quantifiable by the Christians.
I am a Christian, but not of that variety. I'm a Christic being. A child of God. The expression and offspring of God the Father and God the Mother as Christ-Sophia. That's my belief that gives me hope, purpose and connectivity to spirit.
Bobbi Jensen doesn't believe in any of it and she seems happy. There is an incredible peace that comes from just being present and letting all the mental constructs go and I think that could be beneficial but I also like to feel like all I am doing and living through has a purpose in the grander scheme. I really connect to the ES context and it is supportive to helping me align with my higher self.
Kirk seems to be channeling me in a way too. I think he's... I start to judge. Don't judge. He's doing his own thing. But it's interesting how these people... Dr. Wilson too... and others... they pick up things from my being. It's not from my being. It's from a shared stream of consciousness.
I want to disconnect from collective consciousness and align only to my God consciousness. I DO feel the confusion and maybe some implants that came in to spray splitter tech or something into my field to get me off my path. Maybe I'm just tired.
My priority is HG Union within.
This thing Tryygve said made me realize that the "power" that came through Lior's writing and Tyrone's writing was a spirit and it frankly caused a little anxiety. It's was low-level anxiety or fear. Must be Annunaki energy signature... 10:55 ... the spirit of love... the spirit I feel when these lovely Krystic ES people talk to me... that feels nice and comfortable and without arrows in the words.
I guess this is what people feel from me. Arrows in the words. God, please clean up my field. Please clean up my heart so that I would magnify love and be a SAFE person. I want to embody the spirit of CHRIST-SOPHIA in LOVE.
Well I'm tired. I need to do the commanding my space and other bedtime activities. Mirror exercise.
Should I call Dr. Wilson to talk to him about "criminal pattern"??
NOOOOOO! NO NO NO NO!! I keep telling you. It won't do any good. You get to compassionately witness it. That's it.
Did I do something wrong sending that link to Gabe today?
This is a trick question. It wasn't "wrong". You aren't doing anything "wrong". It's just what is most beneficial to apply toward the highest possible timelines you can achieve in this incarnation. Was it the best you could have done? Probably not. He probably is not encouraged or inspired or really anything positive from hearing from you. You may even feel heavy or like a problem to him. So maybe it's best to leave him alone. Go with God. A Dios. You did your work with him. WITHOUT his 3D self, but you know and we know that we had that project and that he was involved with the Cahokia trip.... etc. This GEG and Fallen Angel stuff... he's also been in a metatronic reversal and experienced the anubian black heart. You are getting out. You are trying to see and correct your Twilight Master. Is he? I don't know. It's not up to me.
So the thing with Josh Via... is that Twilight Master? No. He's definitely not looking to me for answers. But it may be witchcraft in the manipulation and pushing/pulling (but pushing) energies to try to change him ... to try to "help" (save) him/them.... everyone!! I feel like he has such talent but if he could just get his doctrine right then he'd be on his way and help others. I am a worshipper. I love worship music. Needtobreathe is one of my favorites and you see how they have taken the whole "smack Jesus' name on everything" out and they can reach so many more people. It softens the hearts... it doesn't trigger the hackles. And the fact is, forcing people to worship Jesus because they feel alignment through worshipful music but the words cause their minds to question yet they do it anyway creates the snarl. cognitive dissonance.
Brunch with Page and Corie was so lovely today. And chatting with Corie and Jerry after was great too. I love my family. Thank you. Phone call with Mom. Great! Caden sending me the herb sheers... fantastic!
My sisters are blessings... spiritual sisters. Angela's Sophia song.... Misha's KaRaYaSaTaAaLa song and words and tones... she is cut from the same cloth too... glad to be working with these beloveds.
Okay, okay!! To bed!
Love,
Cristy
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