Be Strong

Falling apart mowing the lawn, filling in ditches, so much anger, so much frustration... I gave myself away... traded myself for the possibility of love. Chasing the dragon I felt in March... unconditional acceptance and love.

Only I can give that to myself. I need to be strong. And feel the hurt. And stop. Stop trying, begging, hoping. Just OWN MYSELF. It's me and ME. 

God has freed me from mental illness. I am strong. I am FREE. I struggle with fear, control, and co-dependency but I am FREE. I AM GOD, SOVEREIGN, and FREE!

This is the theme... people that I gave my time and energy and love to, not being there for me when I need them. VICTIM mentality trying to get me. Jannelle and Ryan. Let them go.

Quote: "The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances." ~Atisha (11th Century Tibetan Buddhist master)

AG pick: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Possession_is_Common